This is my life

2011-06-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

fml.. i am back at this bloody blog again..
i felt like i lost him.. totally.
he made his choice and it is inevitable.
there will be a day where this will happen.
Just not sure it was this fast..

i can still rmb the days we spent together.
even thought not alot, but it was quality time.

the day he told me about what happened to his hand..
the day he cried in front of me..

i felt like i want to protect him, care for him and dote on him like my little brother.
i was so bias to him was clear for everyone to see..

Just never expect him to walk away from my life like that..

Feel the heart sank all the way down..
Really aint sure if any of the words i said express what i really feel.

I felt i lost him =(
sad max.

If only.. maybe it's my fault.. i shouldnt have said a thing abt his gf...
his precious gf..

What can i do now?

Awkward... =(

This is my second regret.

First was ah xing. now is him.
Sux max.

But down to reality. i am nothing to him.
we are not blood related. ( but i really treat him as one..)

Damn. i hate coming back to this bloody blog.

Jace

Heartbreaking...

2010-09-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

It's really sad...
To hear something like that from someone you love..

Did he marry me to change me?
Did he have to say it so loud in front of others?

I know i am untidy, i like to leave things here and there...
But so? it kills for you to pick it up?
It kills that you have to be mad about it & say that you dont even know why you marry me?

Just because i left my med on the coffee table & mag on the floor?
Does it bothers you that much that you have to say something so bad?

Now i really wonder, why you marry me for? You knew what/who i was already.
And you are picking & complaining... Did i ever ?

Dont say you dont have flaws, but i never complain..
Dont ask me to list coz i never remember them.

I know my own flaws, i try to change, i try to improve.
But you shouldnt have said that i NEVER CHANGE! TELL ME, WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT THE SAME PROBLEM?

Jace

Back aGAIN

2010-09-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

Whenever you see me back here..
Means i am out of my wits to talk to anyone or totally broken up inside..

I dont know why...
Maybe i am really not a good wife material..
I cannot be that perfect wife that cooks in the kitchen & tidy the house..

i wanna get away from all this..
away & far..

everytime i say this.. it onlys bleeds my heart..
Coz i know i can never go away...
My heart is so soft...

i whim at everything he says, he does..
he is always right.. i am always wrong ( well most of the time)

i guess thats how it goes..

byes...

Constant in Life

2010-05-22T11:24:00.002+08:00

There was once, i posted something about Constant in Life..

Thinking that there will be a time, where my life will be in a constant.

No more huge ups and downs..

Just peaceful and calm..

Now..

I have to lower my head and admit..

There is no such thing a constant in life.

Nothing is constant...

My dream constant of happiness and smiles will never come true..

There will always be a glitch and i don't know how to get rid of it..

It is sapping up my soul & taking away my smiles...

Can someone cure me and remove my crazy thoughts and actions...

Or i have to pay of it...

Ciaos..

Why again

2010-05-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

Why do you have to make me feel this way?

Keep asking me not to worry, dont have to worry...

But the things you say makes me do.

It's all about paper with value -.-

I hate it... but what can i say?

But that few thousand... is it really gonna kill?

Heck it..

Cheers

Pissed

2010-05-05T14:22:00.003+08:00

What the hell.

Does words have to be so sharp & rude?

Fu*king say it like that to me.

I merely ask did he do anything to my laptop as i am unable to open my facebook at all.

He slap me with words " Do what? saying mine sux, yours sux"

What the hell.

F*cking pissed off.

We are husband and wife, shouldnt we not talk to each other with rude words and abusive tone?

shouldnt it be like kind words, paitence and loving?

FUCK off.

Why?

2010-05-01T02:40:00.000+08:00

Almost exactly 1year and 2months ( maybe more) since i wrote here.

I cannot breathe and i feel that i am losing myself, the way i really am.

Should it be this way?

I dont know.

But i love baby.

=)

Jace

Goodbye!

2009-03-02T00:44:00.002+08:00

Jace have MOVED.

Kindly Nudge, Text or Call for new blog add (if you are still interested to read on =) )
I Moved On. Too Many Things, Too Many difference and the purpose of Strawberries, Honey and Bees no longer exist. Although through much struggle to abandon or not, i think i have to. No matter wat.

Anyway, hope to see ya guys at my nice new one!

with lotsa love, hUiz.jace.

Freaking Blogspot

2009-02-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

Okies!

There is definetly something really really WRONG with my computer for watever!
i havent been able to upload a single picture ever since my last entry!

What the hell is going on man..

(Gonna consult Vis, the hotel IT person, tomorrow)

Had enough of all the crap.

Haha.

Anyway, nothing much going on, still missing my san since she got back, only saw her ONCE.
Hope her celebration for her boy went smooth.

Times are really bad man.Everywhere is termination of job, pay cut, clear leave.
Thank goodness my dept is still revenue generating dept, so not affect YET ( doesnt meant that it will never)

All and all, i think i really love my dept alot. WAY better than anywhere else i know i gonna be.
Florence(My manager) said she gonna put july and me to train at Front office maybe from next month onwards. haha! It gonna be face to face with guest. Gonna learn everything from scratch.

BUT i will like it! Coz it means meeting guest! haha.

Enough of work.

Second on hand,
V'dae coming and i have NO idea how am i spending it.. coz.. i... got.. WORK! -.-
Okies, it really dont matter.

By the way, i am really bliss now.

-hUiz.jace-

Chu 1 CNY first day!

2009-01-27T00:24:00.008+08:00

It's Chinese New Year!!!

The feeling of it is getting bland.. why?
Coz most of my cousins,uncles and aunties are all overseas..
Japan,UK,Perth,States,New Zealand,

Dearest Yisheng, i miss you so so much..
New Year is bland without "HEY YISHENG! happy new year! "

haha! Anyway, we had fun too! I won $$ from mj, so treated every1 icecream!

More to come! ^0^

Thank you for everything!

-hUiz.jace-

Mr J, You the man.

2009-01-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

I always think that he was the person to LEAST care abt me.

But for once, when i sob so hard over at law's place (long time ago, yr1?) while all of us were trying to mug for exams.

He told jiawen to tell me that, it is totally not worth the tears.

At first i didnt believed, now i do

After which for the rest of the yrs that i know him, we have almost no much in common to really talk about, get together (unless club or batch outing)

So... for this situation now...

i really thank him for being so concern.

Coz seriously.

No one actually really care or asked.(other than bff &amanda)
not even jiawen ( ya, now u know how evil you are).

Stil i am thankful =)

Bro, you're the man!

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ANd...

MS BFF, SHARON LIM HWEE SAN!
YOU ARE UNDER SERIOUS WARRANT ARREST
YOU BETTER SEE THIS POST AND BLOODY HELL DROP ME A MAIL, A TEXT,A CALL OR WAT-SO-EVER TO TELL ME YOU ARE OKIES...

OR I WILL SINGLE HANDLY MURDER YOU WHEN YOUR TOES TOUCH SINGAPORE GROUND IN TWO WEEKS TO COME!

*BOILING WITH FIRE*

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Singapore 1st tattoo show pics and video will be up! stay right in! ^-^

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what can i do..

-hUiz.jace-

Christmas Eve

2009-01-01T22:04:00.010+08:00

Hey PEOPLE!!!! (DUPER LATE POST)

OMG it is already 2009!!! DAMN... Just passes sooooo FAST!

Anyway~ it is a brand new year with a brand new start!

Leaving all unhappiness, sorrow,distrust,mistakes,doubts and emoness to past.

Miss Jace Wong is gonna go for a blast!

I did all crazy things,

I tried things i nv thought i would.

I changed most of my thinking.

Just wanna be just me.

For me and nobody else.

It is weird that i changed my habits, my likings and my way just for someone,

and end up being like one, staying like one.

although i cant turin and change back into who i was before, then i just go along with it!

LOVING the way i live, the PEOPLE i hang out with (especially my Kobe)

OKIES. ENough of my crap!

Christmas Eve at LAW's hse!!! OMG OMG OMG!! i am SOOOO missing all those times!
Where we just eat and talk, play mahjong and ALL bunk into Law's room, squeezing in the bed
=) BUT none of that sort this yr except for the eat, talk and mahjong. haha!

Jordan and Angelina (so tweet tweet), Cherwei, jiawen!

Samuel,Huaxiong,kelvin and Law

Patricia,jordan,benny and jiawen

LOVE seeing everyone!

And Yes! i Finally gotta meet up with mr Yishiang when he was back for a short holiday break from his pilot thingy in aus. MAN, hr REALLY flys a plane! and all those gear.. Awww man! COOL!

Anyway, this fren of mine have NEVER eaten Sushi Tei in his entire 20yrs, so I took him for a 'treat' (he pay anyway =P) haha!!

We tried to get ppl to photograph us, but kinda fail. LOL. SHY LOR. -.-

(On Self Timer, by the way)

Mr Yi, takecare on ya flight back to aus on sat k ^-^
Dun worry,
fly it right,
fly it safe,
and it is all yours to take =)

MORE to come (pics and bloggings)!!!!

iLoveKobe *Mr NBA with his Duper Slam Dunks*
*google it if you dont know who is he*

-hUiz.jace-

Meet up~

2008-12-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

Today met up with ksk to pass him the belated bdae present! =)

Okies, i miss the whole batch and every single person in club!
Set a day and meet up man!

Had a really good chat and catching up about stuff.

haha!

[his present]

p/s dun be jealous, terrence, you have your bdae present soon =)

I enjoyed my day with baby.

-hUiz.jace-

Genting Highland Part 2

2008-12-08T20:37:00.019+08:00

OKies! PART 2!

Theme PARK!~

It is not as fantastic as i thought it would be, didnt had that thrilled feeling~
But i had great company =)

Ripley's believe it or not!

that man is fake! same for the camera! haha.

[Mun Mun and Me]

Christmas is here again..
So it is a joyous or mood killing festival?

In short, i LOVE the cool weather and people who went..
Enjoyed every single bits~

And lastly.
i am giving it all and all for the plans to come true =)

-hUiz.jace-

Genting Highland Part 1

2008-12-07T00:35:00.011+08:00

People!!!!

I am finally back from Genting Highland! ^-^
Was away for 6days if ya dunno.

I LOVE the cold breeze! it is freaking cold but nice! Love it!

On 30th Nov, we took 6am bus off to Genting. We got a nice bus with comfy seats, leg and back rest and TV! Personal tv and earpiece! It really helps to kill time.

We watch this gory, ful of blooded and killing movie. Seriously, i dunno why we watch.
Maybe wanna see how the bad guys die. haha!

[Angmoh girl and me!]

[My mun mun went with me =).]

Finally!! After 7hours of grueling bus ride, spinning all the way to the top we reached safe and sound. And which, we started the dance opening ceremony rehearsal almost right away.

[random place to take pics! it was in the middle of the pathway]

[Us]

[Jian Hao is TALL ]

[Reddies!]

[ I miss the breeze ]

[ i love this sweet little thing ]

[ME]

Check out part 2 coming soon!
i really need to sleep! Dance at 8am..
[hate it whenever he say we didnt put effort in dance or watsoever!]

It bring warmth to me..
You know?

-hUiz.jace-

Motor Culture

2008-11-29T23:40:00.010+08:00

Today went to Motor Culture!

All sorts of motobikes in different shape, size,colour and type.
Duper cool!!!

AND i saw STEVEN LIM!!! that banana guy in Singapore Idol??? MAN! he was there in the dunk pond! Getting dunk by ppl who threw bull eye's shot to his seat.

Didnt take pics as i felt sorry for him.. =X

[Just random]

[acting like some dumb tourist ]

[i finally go to this god damn place after so long]

This is the COOLEST stunt i ever seen in LIVE!
He is really really cool and have many amazing stunts!

[Man, he has lovely blue eyes]

[4hunks]

[it feels nice with big bikes all around ]

Christmas is here soon..

Sometimes it's just aint good to know so much,

coz the truth usually hurts the most.

When will all this trash stop coming to me?
Losing grip..

-hUiz.jace-

Sick again and again

2008-11-19T23:32:00.003+08:00

Okies.

Offically sick.

Two days mc with doctors strict instruction that i only can take lighter food,
no fried, no spicy, no oily.

Sorry to Cherwei and Amanda and the rest of the gang that i aint able to turn up that day..
next time chose sat nite! haha!

Thanks to Yi Xuan for sending regards. haha! miss that bunch of ppl man..

Life is pretty much the same already, just work, colleagues and my secret.
Everyday is fun to work, coz everday is different.

i am so looking forward to my dance genting trip man!
Holiday!!!

And of coz my secret bail trip in the brewing for next yr!
Gonna so ride on waves, sleep on the beach and being myself.

i am so ready man.

My life,
A new fresh start.
With you deep down in my heart.

-hUiz.jace-

missing..

2008-11-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

I miss him so much that i cant explain..
Dont ask why..
It is just it.

-hUiz.jace-

happy bdae jason!

2008-11-11T23:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21st Birthday, JASON!!!

Sorry that i MISSED it! On the 6th! DAmn.

i know you wouldnt mind rite? =P

Anyway, he is my email-pal for YEARS,
lets say at least 7th yr going 8th yr. COOL rite???

Who else have such a LONG email pal friend at this age?
haha~ and i have NO idea how he looks like =)
Cheers!

*It feels great to have someone to be so in tune with me,
same tune,
same frequency,
same thinking.*

Feels special.

-hUiz.jace-

12hrs!!!

2008-11-11T22:18:00.008+08:00

Today's a hard and long day! Worked 12hrs straight man.
So dont have an idea that reservations just pick calls and key booking.
It is MUCH more than it.

Brain-taxing job. LOL.

Anyway, it is just not the day man. Suzi and i had to put up with rude service staff at
tiong baru long john silver. i couldnt stand it, so called the manager and complain! [oops]
maybe mood not as good that's why went to the extreme. =X

Then we decided to leave the place [ food half touched] to get mac ice cream!
BUT when we reach clementi's mac.. Ice cream machine spoil!!! Damn.
It is just not the day man.

However we still got our solero split from 7-eleven.wahah!

Hope tml a better day!!!

On saturday

It was Ron [cousin] and Gin's wedding!
Rasa Sentosa~

Romantic Wedding by the sea, saying their vows with sea breeze and sun setting
Pretty~

It is really like an american style wedding, with live band, buffet food and people dancing
to the music. haha. and my DAD [ real dad] make me drink XO! -.- i puke anyway. =X

[ Nich's salad ]

[My plate! ]

[ the wedded couple =) ]

[Me]

[ my OLD OLD cousin.. lets say 30 ++ ]

[ Just gorgeous ]

I think this is what i should do. =)
Time will make you feel better.
Trust me.
But whenever u need me, i will be there.
Just like Stars always do.
You know i care =)

-hUiz.jace-

My Life.

2008-11-07T23:45:00.015+08:00

This is just what my life is all about nw~
haha!

Went for a bball match at kalleng this year [ again ] however with other companions..
totally different from last year.

Singapore VS Malaysia....

Slingers WIN! [slingers = singapore ]
i was BEAMING! lolx

My hotel's General Manager.. COol guy.

Sis Suzi and me @ GM's bdae treat

JOJO mummie!

It's a nice place with nice ambience with nice food.
Perfect. Just near boat quay~

Jace, Narni, Suzi!
We went for the G-max ride!! haha! it is COOL hanging out with these mums!!
Can u believe??? they have each at least 2kids!! Rock on MUMs!

ONE big family! My dept + a few Front office

Lastly..

My motivations at work =D

It is like a finishing line telling me that i should stop.
And let it just be.

There's is no point and no way things are gonna be okies.
Not even okies.
So what for?

This is it =)

对的错的做了选择故事说到这

只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻

要多久才能够褪色

好的坏的做了选择我们就到这

纵然会难以割舍又能如何

说好了这个时刻不互相指责

-hUiz.jace-

Sunday!

2008-10-26T20:27:00.010+08:00

Today is Super Dancing day! So stretched and worked out for the day!
haha!, it's good work out man. i feel stretched!

Anyway, tml is public holiday.
BUT i am working coz i want my sat for dance! haha
Claim my PH another day. haha!

Meanwhile.. MY new friends~!!

[ My Perfect diamond. ]

[My Santa Barbara! ]

[My Samsung G400! With my Paycheck. hah!]

[Taken by my G400]

I learnt that being Single is having to do anything i want [literally]
..Date..
..Sleep..
..Reduce fats ..
..Dote on my darling frens..
..Shower love to my family..
..Enjoy personal time with myself..

I am getting used to it. =)

Taggies Reply:

revox:
You are...?? haha sorry~

San:
Anything anytime for you =D

-hUiz.jace-

Cousins

2008-10-23T00:05:00.016+08:00

I miss my cousins!
Just grow up as the years goes..
^-^

I miss my best cousin~

-hUiz.jace-

BUSY

2008-10-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

i am so busy every single day!

Please people, do understand if i am really busy,
if i forget gatherings,
if i forget meetings,
if i forget to reply.

I am really busy.
Give me some time to reply msgs
and remind me prior to events or gathering =)

COZ I AM WORKING REALLY HARD.
not just playing around in life

THANKS.

-hUiz.jace-

Sick again

2008-10-19T12:37:00.006+08:00

Just some pics from work!

Wasnt feeling that well since ytd. All lunch and food came out with no
warning. PUKE*

That include the volka and burger and milo!
*embrassing*

hah! well, i enjoyed myself!

[This is NArni!!! =)]

Taggies Reply.

Jaster:
Thanks dude! i think i am really waking up AND
i LOVE dogs, i just happened to have a cat first =)

Amanda:
NAH, just the angle! still so fat!!

Aaron:
Yes you are. ANd my cat is happy to hear that! haha!

San:
MUack! You always have me!

i love my frens =)

-hUiz.jace-

Snowy!

2008-10-14T00:04:00.003+08:00

My Dearest companion. Snowy!!! ^-^

He is too adorable to be rejected! =P
After a whole day of work..
He will be there always to make me smile..
Cuddle up when he needs a scratch..
Meow when he needs a snack..
Adorable!

[SnowY]

[Am i cute??]

[ So kissable!]

Only the next can make the rest fades away..

-hUiz.jace-

Work

2008-10-09T23:19:00.003+08:00

I love my new job scoop!!
Although much more busier and irregular hours,
but i love it! =D

I love being baby Porsch! With my Mama, Mummie, Pa Pi,
Sis Flor, Sis Suzi and Sis July ^-^

Wasnt feeling really very well today. =X

[ my MaMa buy for me, with Chef's panadol ]

[ Sis Suzi ]

[ Sis July ]

i Love it =D

-hUiz.jace-

Video

2008-10-08T23:09:00.001+08:00

Here's the video! ^-^

-hUiz.jace-

IC 0809

2008-10-07T22:15:00.014+08:00

i LOVE EEEC camp.

although this time round is in sch and we cannot do wat we are best at (st john)
but i guess it is a really really good try! haha 9hopefully we wunt have to do it agn in sch ever!)

i had fun being a bandit! it was great seeing everyone there and 0607 batch!!
YOU ppl are such darlings. Thanks for making me feel so so welcome and at home!

of coz not forgetting the 0708 and 0809 batch ppl!!!
All the hard work and effort!! BRAVO! ^-^

OH YA, Videos will come in shortly..
Give me some time to edit..
haha..
eeec pond. =X

[ Water!! ]

[ Superman!]

It is not as easy as you thot it would be.

-hUiz.jace-

Days that Just Pass.

2008-09-28T21:37:00.013+08:00

Today's a boring day!!! Was suppose to go to the F1 actual race.
But well, i did a good deed and make an old man dream come true =).
haha.

Miss Elaine aka Angmoh Ham Gal went to movies with me a few days back.
we watched Mirrors, but it wasnt ask great as i thot it might be. The Korean verision is nicer! haha. SHe didnt allow me to close my ears or peek thru the fingers! (scare scare)
haha! ANd we got our masscot! Ham and CHeese!

The Ham with Ham

The Cheese with Chees =)

Althought i didnt go to the show,
i still took pics of the ticket before i pass it on =)

My Sis new soft toy! =D

Okies, Ytd went to Yi Quan's Comm's ball.
Technically, i went to all 3 types already.
Air Force Comm's ball - Eng Siong da gege.
Navy Social Night (twice!) - Hoong teck.
Army Artillary - Yi Quan.

i think i am quite lucky. =)

Anyway, that nite's food was so-so only but he paid alot!
i heard it is around 400buck+ per person.

My best fren Miss San, left for china for attachement for FREAKING 4mths k!
So i went over her hse over the night.
Had supper, chatted, beauty talk with her teaching me how to
keep my youth. LOL.
What am i without her~.

ANd YEs.

all my soul pouring ppl are leaving the
country one by one. Lucky san's only going for 4mths.

My mr Yisheng dear cousin left for UK since 21st of sept.
He will not step into SG for the next 1yr+
As his medical course at UK will be for at least 5yrs to 9yrs.
haha! BUT i can webby cam with him! haha

Miss ya!

So many things in life will go on without you,
If you let it past, it might not come around again.
The only thing i can do now is to get a grip of my life.
I can keep everything deep down =)
And it will stay there.

-hUiz.jace-

Beyond Horizon II

2008-09-23T23:10:00.008+08:00

Finally it is over!!! haha~
Although it is tough and grueling process, but it is worth it.
Sometimes it is just hard to press on.
Especially...
But with certain people's encouragement,
it made me felt that maybe things are picking up =)

I love dance.

[Every1 loves Feng]

[ the reddies]

[ Ham and Cheese ]

[ Jj and me ]

[ ehh.. my eyes.. ]

[ CONVEY! ]

The rest are in facebook!
Click. Part 1, Part 2

-hUiz.jace-

@Work ll

2008-09-18T02:21:00.005+08:00

Fun @ Work.

Every dept have to take pics of fun at work! haha, so we took the nicer stuff
that we are suppose to buy and the paper stuff we do. LOL
it is ALOT.

This is a wedding bear for wedding banquet! Pretty!

Okies, i admit. i am eating pastries like nobody's business.
i eat ALOT. From cakes to puff, pudding to biscuits.
Everything! haha. coz the chef is a nice uncle =)

It was the most perfect dream i ever had.
I wished i wasn't made to wake up.
As it is hard to face the truth.

-hUiz.jace-

F1 Race

2008-09-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

YES.

I am going F1 race. For sure i am going for the sat qualifying round, pending on the actual! =D

Exhilarated.

因为还是会。

-hUiz.jace-

@Work

2008-09-13T00:10:00.005+08:00

Work in Furama Riverfront is pretty much fun. i got nice colleague, nice chef and nice boss. Although they are either married or 10yrs+ older, it doesnt really seems to have tat age gap between. haha. Quite enjoying myself.

JUSt that, it is formal wear EVERY SINGLE DAY. kinda sux thought. haha.
some pics i took at work.

Oh ya, i am in Purchasing Dept. So we kinda have to handle everything the hotel wants to buy.
From food to towels, drinks to screws. every single thing. Kinda fun actually. haha! then u realized how cheap things can really abt to. EVEN branded stuff. haha.

终觉得我的希望会落空。
可是就是不放弃
Although i knew it deep down,
But i cant help it.

-hUiz.jace-

bdae!

2008-09-06T01:35:00.006+08:00

Didnt do much on my bdae. Nothing much =)
bought myself a cake specially custom made by my chef!
His kind deed =)

Below are my prezzie! =)

[ Yingying jie jie- perfume! ]

Okies, you are not seeing doubles. My mama and bro's gf, jacinta went
to the same shop at different place and got me my prezzie.

i like them =)

[ At dance]

[Jj =) ]

Thanks for accompanying me today and the wonderful gifts.

i didnt enjoy anything nor my wishes came true.
haha.

-hUiz.jace-

A Tough Week

2008-09-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

New Job spells good for me =)

This week, is the toughest week for me.
I don't know why.

But it have an huge impact on me.
Feel so mood-less for celebrations.

Cheers.

当你发现，
原来回忆，
可以同时是，
幸福和难过的。

-hUiz.jace-

Bestie San

2008-08-27T15:33:00.003+08:00

Woot!! Met up with san on tues after my sucessful job interview at Furama Riverfront Hotel.
[ My First Experience of the Hotel industry. ]

We meet up, had lunch, shopped. and i meant shopping. i got quite a few stuff, mainly for the new job. haha. New Heels, New shirt and New Blazer =)

And we were so impromptu! we were thinking if eyelash extenstion works or not,
so we just randomly walked around, looking into shops with have service to that.

then we started thinking if it were to last if it was done and if is it gonna be pretty.
so we random asked around.

Lastly, we just went ahead! =D
OMG, i still cant believed we actually just did. haha.
Well, i am glad we picked the right random shop,
as that is the only shop that have both top and bottom eyelash extensions!
For only $120! [ other places have atrocious prices for ONLY top lash ]

Happy! [ it was quite un-comfy in the beginning, now it pretty okies]

Miss Carol Li, Far East Plaza #05-127A
Hp: 9858 0395

当你发现时，我以和从前不一样了。
我的改变，
我的积极，
是因为你。

-hUiz.jace-

Amanda's 21st Bdae

2008-08-21T12:27:00.008+08:00

I am so sorry!!! haha~ Been quite busy to update my blog. Feel really tired by the time i go home, be it early or late. haha.

Anyway, UPDATES!!

First on the list,
Amanda's 21st Bdae Party! ^-^
Celebrated on the 16th of Aug@ Bayview hotel.

It was nice and cosy place with food and service was great, people were very nice.
AND

AMANDA!! YOU got a FREAKING big lot of family member!!! haha. The whole floor was filled with her relatives and cousins, while the friends sat at the upper floor.

Thanks for inviting! Hope you enjoyed! AND our spa trip! dun forget!! ^-^ *muacks*

(the rest of the pics at my facebook acc. Click Here )

[ Amanda and Cherwei]

[ her COUSINS!! ]

[Li qing and Li Xian twin and amanda ]

[Four - it is like an year reunion on amanda's bdae ]

[ Yuying, Lau, Cherwei, Benny and two girls ]

-hUiz.jace-

Tiring

2008-08-11T00:53:00.009+08:00

It's been a tiring week!!

Job at GV was okies, i still like service line although the pay isnt as good and long working hours.
haha! i always make myself enjoy whatever i am doing, so things are good.

Worked till 3am plus on National day! And it was almost full house for every hall.
[thanks to J.R, we can catch the Dark Knight! haha =P]

Anyway, dance was "great" Laoshi nag and nag as usual, lucky as i only have 3 items! Audrey and a few others have 5 items! Jojo was gasping for air! i was so afraid she have an asthma attack [ choy!]
They really had a hard time coz it aint easy! haha =P

AND i am tired too, nitex!

Just some pics before dance photoshoot =)

-hUiz.jace-

What goes Down comes Up

2008-08-04T01:02:00.003+08:00

Now i believe that,
there is always a low point and high point in life.

At one moment,
You felt like you have everything in the world
that you could have asked for
Family, Friends, Luck and Love.

I can say i had it all at one point of time,
3yrs of E.E.E.C. gave me all =)

Then.

At one moment you can also feel like,
You have nothing.
Although you know you do have,
but it just feels like nothing.

They say, whatever goes up will eventually comes down.
Well, this is the second time i left this way,
so i will press on.

But i believe someday i will find that constant in life =)

*peace*

I LOVE this song! It's currently playing~ =)

诚实地想你

世界忽然变形忽然很安静
无助的我一秒间失去重心
听你不停为我担心
看你不停离我而去
你要我照顾自己

是我做了什么让天使生气
还是忘了做什么让幸福远离
也许该要真的相信
有种爱叫远远关心
痛却又哽住呼吸

我用狂奔用无力用恶梦去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
嘲笑我没半点权利决定

我用痛哭用回忆用深爱去想你
去体会什么是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气
诚实地想你
是我做了什么让天使生气
还是忘了做什么让幸福远离
也许应该要真的相信
是有种爱叫远远关心
痛却又哽住呼吸

我用狂奔用无力用恶梦去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
嘲笑我没半点权利决定

我用痛哭用回忆用深爱去想你
去体会什么是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气
诚实地想你

是不是担心我怕黑不敢前进
那颗本来没坠落的流星
才拼命烧亮了自己

我用狂奔用无力用恶梦去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
嘲笑我没半点权利决定

我用痛哭用回忆用深爱去想你
去体会什么是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气
诚实地想你

-hUiz.jace-

Not working

2008-08-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

i Realized the Truth.

-hUiz.jace-

Boring

2008-08-02T00:24:00.006+08:00

Today went for an interview (i was so unsure what i want.)

Then dance!

Perspiring like mad. Stink like mad.

And today is the first day of the Ghost Festival (Arrrrrr)

Spooky things happened in dance...

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Sentences of the day

Wouldn't it be nice if she just walk away,
Leaving the load behind,
Take a new path on

But brakes are pulled,
Cant back or move on,
Stranded in the mid-way,
Neither here nor there.
(Unknown)

ps. ksk, i am so sorry abt it k ? =)

-hUiz.jace-

Periods

2008-08-01T11:32:00.002+08:00

i had my worst period pain to date.

Practically dying of it.

haha. Men never understands and those who do are the best. =)

Love quote of the day
There is nothing
more precious in the world
than the feeling of being wanted
(Diana Dors)
(1931 - 1984)

-hUiz.jace

Updates 2

2008-07-30T22:28:00.006+08:00

Okies~

Updates. His botak head. haha!!

Took this pic from my hse window. Of coz without the grills~ haha!

[ My Maid, Mina, bdae cake. But i didnt eat the strawberry ]

San!! get well k ? =)

-i have a headache nw too-

-hUiz.jace-

-Thoughts-

2008-07-26T02:19:00.003+08:00

Weird,

Unexpected anger.

Jealousy,

Outburst of emotions.

[stars are suppose to be there all the time.. where are you nw? ]

Love quote of the day
To love is to place our happiness
in the happiness of another
(Gottfried Wilhelm)
(1646 - 1716)

-hUiz.jace-

Johor Dinner

2008-07-23T23:07:00.008+08:00

Went to a dinner @ Johor in Zon Hotel.

I heard each table cost about $4k~ [ WOW ]

One thing i dislike about the hotel is..

People SMOKE in the hotel!!! as in, IN the hotel!!! *Faint* really very bad impression for me.

BUT

One thing i like abt the hotel is..

The SERVICE! As we were late due to the HORRIBLE causeway jam, we missed the first 4 dishes of the menu~ BUT the service personal was good enough to bring up the dishes!! unlike singapore..

And the food was good, i don't really have golden tongue.. so everything tastes the same to me.. haha!! kinda feel like it is a waste of these gourmet on me.. haha!

Below are some of the dishes, due to the bad lighting so only took a few

[ Abalone! ]

[ Erm.. Mixture of the delicacy ]

[ Lobster ]

[ Double-Boiled bird nest with ginseng ]

[ME! ]

Actually.. i felt quite guilty about eating all that.. cause it is all that sea creatures...
sharks, shells and clams.. =S

Love quote of the day:
Love is when the desire to be desired
takes you so badly
that you feel you could die of it
(Henri De Toulouse - Lautre)
(1864 - 1901)

-hUiz.jace-

Nothing else really matters

2008-07-22T02:25:00.003+08:00

Today is one of my lowest day in my life.

Although i thought i already hit the bottom of the pit,

at least i know there is someone out there caring.

Now,

i cant say much. (i know a lot of you cared. ah san, amanda => )

It is really to the bottom pit.

I cant smile as i could le,

it just feels like dead.

The last thing that can make me smile is gone too.

Who to blame but myself.

the heart seems to stop beating, or rather beating so slowly that i don't feel it anymore..
am i still living?

-hUiz.jace-

Upset Tummy!

2008-07-15T19:49:00.002+08:00

Wanted to go singing today, but well didn't managed to. So stayed at home =)

Had a sudden craving for pizza and spicy drumlets! so pick up the phone and dial!!

Pizza came in 45mins and had my filling like 10mins ago.

BUT

i just puke everything out just mins before i sit in front of the com, blogging about it~

Argh. Something is wrong. LOL.

-hUiz.jace-

Down

2008-07-14T21:08:00.003+08:00

It must be the days that i didn't eat well and regular

Gastric!

But well, will be fine =)

Now it is time to settle my stuff,

been slacking for WAY　ｔｏｏ　ｌｏｎｇ．

Ｈａｖｅ　ｐｌａｎｓ　ａｌｒｅａｄｙ，　ｓｏ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ～

ＤＯ　ａｎｙｏｎｅ　ｈａｖｅ　ｐａｒｔ－ｔｉｍｅ　ｊｏｂｓ？？　ｈａｈａ！

ｙｅｓ～ＹＯＵＲ bdae is coming again! so fast!!! =)

-hUiz.jace-

Tired

2008-07-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

This was till then, that i realized how important.

And that i was never wrong about how i felt.

I am selfish,

Yes, i am.

You should know that what it means,

Don't make things difficult for me alright?

And another keep-explaining-myself situation will just blow everything away.

-hUiz.jace-

Enlistment!

2008-07-10T19:29:00.004+08:00

His enlistment =)

Training seems really tough, but i think he can do it [ fit seh]

[ his dorky specs]

[blEh]

MUNMUN is back!!

i kidnap him!! for company. haha.

[ smiles]

Although it is weird,
but what can i do?
smiles.

-hUiz.jace-

i am back again!

2008-07-09T01:25:00.002+08:00

YES ppl.

I am back, feeling great.

Chatted very happily with biggy ears although things are some what different..
but i enjoyed =)

Biggy ears going in this thurs and i am going to send him off! will i cry? haha.

Anyway, will blog asap with past events =)

CYa !

-hUiz.jace

Leave me alone

2008-07-02T02:17:00.002+08:00

Just leave me alone..

I am serious.

Not in the mood to explain myself.

We can chat and talk.

But if you are going to add frustration to my life.

Leave.

I really need to relax.

You know i care..

But at this point of time..

Let me do what i want.

-hUiz.jace-

feel of the sky

2008-06-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

[ ya, i am fat]

Nice way of relaxing =)
Photo shoot day.

-hUiz.jace-

In-home

2008-06-27T15:23:00.003+08:00

I think this is the first time in a LONG time that i have been home everyday except wednesday due to dance perf.

It feels rather weird but just fang4 kong1. Let my brain blank out for the few days.

Practically watch tv, vcds, dvds, check up on norte dame uni.

Read up marketing and other modules.

Play with my cat, eat and sleep.

Pretty much about it.

i will trust, as it was all about it.
i was never a special girl, but you made me believe i was.
So i will trust and wait.

-hUiz.jace-

Just Recaps =)

2008-06-20T00:07:00.006+08:00

2008-06-08T04:53:00.004+08:00

Yeah, i didnt sleep till nw. at going 5am in the morning..

why?

coz i dread,

i really dread =)

A week more.

-huiz.jace-

Yacht!

2008-06-08T01:20:00.014+08:00

It was our lucky Yacht day!!

The yacht is like a mini hotel! with master bedroom[ queen sized bed ] and a 5 star hotel toliet!
Damn. it was a life to die for.

-hUiz.jace-

Graduation + Celebration Part 2

2008-06-06T00:01:00.008+08:00

Celebration!!!

-hUiz.jace-

Graduation + Celebration Part 1

2008-05-28T23:43:00.021+08:00

i HEART every single one of them, they are the nicest thing.. nope, people i met.

As no matter how many countless time i left the class in hurry to club,
or miss out every single class outing for at least 2yrs..

They NEVER fail to hold me up whenever i reach my hand out for help =D

[ Classmates since yr1 to yr 3 ]

Guys from left:
Azri, Gab,Weihan,Shichang

Girls from left:
Ade, Me, NaNa

[ Mr Jordan and Mr Bing Huan

[ Happy People ]

[ Class of Year3 + Combine module class ]

[Get ready..]

[ 1..2.. ]

[ 3 ! POSE ]

Mr Eric Tan Wen Wei,

THIS guy is fated to stick with me since yr 1.. WHY ?

coz we sit the same table, partners for lab, SAA Clubber [ he from SPSU, i from EEEC ]
we pon class together, ACT to get away from class, PRETEND to hand-in work late..

FOR FREAKING 3yrs!!!

We really helped one another ALOT, especially when he broke his leg or when i need his help =)

ALL the rubbish, we are in together. haha! EVEN on the grad ceremony, he cant run away from FATE. Coz every 1 seems to sit so far away from one another but YET , we were merely sitted X6 and Y7 respectively. haha!! FATE

[ Me and Eric ]

[ Mr tong, Thanks ar. YOU made a difference =) ]

[ they are the ones that are LIKE pros!! smarty, helpful to save this poor and stupid gal to score her BEST GPA for 3yrs =) ]

[ amanda and ME!!! i am so GLAD that we meet up and took pics!!! ]
ANd i am loving every min we are making an effort to meet =)

[ and ya, her baby. LOL!! thanks cw =D ]

IT has been a great 3yrs, knowing all sorts of people, although some people comes in and out of life, but all made a difference. As to say, Only with the past that makes the present =)

i LOVE SP =)

Ikea

2008-05-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went ikea ALONE! haha~ it look around 50mins to reach there by mrt and shuttle bus.. BUT not as fantastic as i tot la.. as in the amount of showroom and stuff.. AND it was so confusing!!! like walking in a map.. haha! Didnt get the stuff i want.. haha!!

Met Xing. happys =)

Just some random pics!

*bleah, i still haben watch e ironman*

-hUiz.jace-

Girls Dinner outing =)

2008-05-25T00:17:00.007+08:00

YES! it is saturday and i have NO dance tml!! it is like... striking a million dollar lottery!!! haha!!

Anyway, i woke up freaking early again [ no work! ] for a doc appointment at rocher center,
the nurse took my BLOOD *faints* it is freaking painful! bLeah, when for scan as well.. =)

Then went for dance, i want to die

IT was REALLY workout man!!! everyone was practically half dead from everything..
my brain couldnt function in remembering all the ballet combinations and steps =(
had it quite bad.

Oh well~ when to sketches with my JJ, Liz, Joyce, Kailing and Peiling!
it was a great meal, i had my fill of pasta and cheese sticks [ although only 1.. but it's SIN ]

Then we head off to Liang Sia [ is it spelled this way ? ] street for desserts!!

Smacking Licking Nice =)

[ kailing, peiling, me [ okies i know i look shitty ] ]

[ JJ, Liz , Joyce ]

i think i am..

-going to watch a movie myself, IRONMAN!
-going to Ikea Tampines to shop

TOMMORROW =)

-hUiz.jace-

2008-05-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

Collect grad attire [ with a totally different feeling ]

Actually... didnt intend to go anymore.. but with much persuade from mr tong and classmates,
i was reluctantly "dragged" to the shop [ walked tere actually ] and got my XS attire..

[ WHEW, thank goodness i didnt agreed to shenyi's proposal in sharing his fren's S sized attire.. coz XS is still FAR too big!!! LOL ]

Then had dinner with mr tong coz he gotta wait for his gf to off work at 9pm, so we kinda did some catch up by chatting. After which he left to find gf.

So took mrt hm =)

tat's all for today!

a meaningless graduation..

-hUiz.jace-

Vesak day

2008-05-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

Made Drinks,

Cycle to WCP.

Slack,

Cycle to Har Par Villa.

Cycle back WCP.

Eat mac under the sky.

Star-gazed.

Cycle hm.

i made it thru =)

Thanks for those that helped.

-hUiz.jace-

PIcs from dance ^_^

2008-05-18T01:41:00.005+08:00

IT's a busy busy dance week for all of us,

i am
mentally
emotionally
physically

DRAINED out...

[ Orchard Hotel's TOliet ]

[ lizzy, the photo buddy!!! ]

[ lizzy!! at BEE LOW SHI ]

[ Ah J and mE ]

who sees the tears behind the smiling face,
who sees the sorrow behind the laughter,
and YOU people just go around talking nonsense.

People who sabotage other ppl's life, will never find true love themselves.

Coz that's KARMA.

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i need.

YOU.

-hUiz.jace

DANCE week!

2008-05-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

WHEW~ This week gonna be a really tough week for DHTS dancers~

Monday = today, Perf at Fo Ya Shi

Tues = Rehersel at Troupe

Wednesday = Perf at SOC

Thurs = Perf at Orchard Hotel

Fri = Perf at Pan Pacific Hotel

Sat = Perf at Bee Low Shi

Sun = Practice in troupe

OUR face will rot first due to the Massive amount of make we gonna smack on our faces for this whole week of PACKED and LONG dance hours.

JIAYOU!!

Oh ya~ I forgot to mention that i fell during NC.. AGAIN!! John practically crashed into me.. THank goodness i brk fall and thus bleeding alittle but with horrendous blue black on my thigh.. BoooHooo~ *sob*

Anyway, I can do it. I will let you know that, i can do it too. Someday. Is it that simple?
Just dun care?

but i cant.

-hUiz.jace-

Night Cycling~

2008-05-11T23:46:00.011+08:00

It is the ANNUAL Night Cycling Event!!!

haha, i rmb the first time i rode for that long of time and distance, it was tiring.. painful.. torturous.. BUT, i nv regret going!! haha, we really made it thru all!! haha~~~

You ppl are tough coz you guys nv give up till the end!! *claps*claps*

[ i simply hearts these ppl ]

[ LOL.. wat happend to ZN face.. haha ]

My grp of frens came!!!

We went Changi Airport for toliet brk and popeye was closed!!! i was REALLY sad k...
Then we headed back to east coast for mac.. Didnt felt like eating thou [ the last meal i had tat day till the next morning was at 130pm ]

Headed to Changi LONG road to see planes and take pics!!
3 cars,
1. Benny's
2.Cherwei's
3.Jiawen

With,
1. Me
2. Amanda
3. Pat
4. Jordan
5. Law

[ The cars ]

[ we = me,amanda,pat, just stranded tere ]

[ NICE rite?!?! i take de worz ]

[the guys! ]

[US , the gals! ]

Went dancing in the afternoon~ was FREAKING late!! and the damn taxi driver was scolding me coz the operator didnt gave him the right address to pick me up [ i booked a cab =X ]

Like WTH!! wat the freaking hell is he yelling me at man! YEAH, the whole world is mad.

[ took this just today after bath~ tired ]

TAGS to:
tony,
that's for sure, wouldnt freaking forget u k. =)

-hUiz.jace-

Just pics~

2008-05-10T00:37:00.009+08:00

Just pics we cam-whored after dance some time ago~

[ Joyce and Jace ]

[ Paddie dear and Jace with Joyce behind ]

[ Just Jace ]

[ Kaki came visiting at dance ]

[ Jace and Liz - photo buddy ]

[ my Apple in office ]

[ Sometime ago ]

[ Chocos =D, a day where i went to make myself happy ]

-hUiz.jace-

Thankful

2008-05-07T12:39:00.002+08:00

There are many people in your life,

Coming in, Going out

I am thankful that at every point of my life,

there is always someone i can turn to [ as in frens la ]

They always help me to stand up to my feet

and get me going.

Top on the list!

Ms Sharon Lin Hwee San!

-Pretty
-Kind-hearted
-Charming
-Irresistable
-SINGLE

Known her since sec1, been thru thin and thick [ LOL ], cry together
and we only fought only that one time [ haha! ]

Although the only thing in comman between us is dance (used to, now is none)
coz we have never been to the same class for the whole 4yrs ( we are even in different course)
i am glad we always stay together ( even though we dont meet often.. like once in 6mths) LOL.

She is always there, i mean theortically ( coz her hp really...) We share our darkest secert..
So yup, think she is like for life! =D

2nd on the list.

Mr Tan Guan Fatt Jonathan

-skinny
-average-looking
-caring

Known him since sec3, been thru drama-mama situations and story plots that you can only find in olden days weeping soap opera =X. He practically saved me from falling in the hands of depression and self-elimination =)

Mr Liu Jiawen

-Built ( now)
-Smiley
-Best tempered person i ever seen
-Great Guy

Known him since yr1, hold me up when i was going thru the roughest patch in life
kept me going, accompany my sleepless nites, listen to my most riduclous noncensical rubbish and complains, give in to my absurb requests. haha! Simply great.

DA gege and Er gege

-Both are like my bros,
-tall
-have a career

Known since i grad. Weird right ? but well, it was all and all because of a social nite =)
Even though nw we hardly meet up and stuff, i seriously miss the times man! Lets go star-gazing or k-box!! Wait till Da gege is back from his next trip.. Xiao mei( me ) is really busy these days!

Di Di

-Good-looking
-Smiley
-Caring

Known only like a mth or so ? but clicked off really well =)
Thanks for everything, i am glad to know you.
and YES, we are good friends only. Period k.

Paddie dear and Janice Wee [ although she always di siao until i wan to *ah bish* ]
but it's the support la ^-^

Cheers to all the ppl that have been in my life!!
Amanda patrica zhining stacy kelly cyth jialing shumin jordan geswin cherwei jeremey law rx hx sam gx sk drew marcus qh ray tere darrell hoongteck yongliang yuyin shaocong baowei
EEEC! You ppl taught me how life can be different!! Thanks peeps ( if i didnt name you, dont be sad k, you know i rmb u )

Last but not least,

My One and Only =)

Mr Benny Seet Yong Yang.
*hearts*

-hUiz.jace-

LOw

2008-05-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

had a gruesome time over at the doc.. He practically picked on my poor veins and nerves!! *Faints*
But it definitely felt better! haha!!

Now my leg is being wrapped in med and i needa leave it there till around 1am [ which is another 1hr and a half to go ]

BUt i am tired!!! *yawns*

Anyway~ i want to do a wishlist!!! haha~ coz there are things i really wanna get and do!!

1. Glow-in-the-dark stars!!! [ coz mine are all falling off ]

2. Dresses [ coz they are so easy to wear for work! ]

3. Meet up with my dearest san.. [ seriously, if u are reading.. CALL ME ]

4. OUTING 0506 ppl!!! [ guess that will be like on the Nite Activities! ]

5. Sleep

6. Hip Hop with paddie dear!

7. Sleep

8. Ice-skate!!

9. Tioman [ my SUN, my SEA and my UNDERWATER gush of feel ]

Think tat's abt it.. HAHA!

*no stress no stress* =)

-hUiz.jace-

Angrys

2008-05-05T15:39:00.002+08:00

Now waiting for 1 damnit customer to send me the B/L and i can finish my stuff and go to the docs.. duper pissed.. and my poor leg is twitching in pain even while sitting down! *faints*
hur~hur~ so pain.. hopefully the doc will make me better...

I have whole two weeks of dance perf ahead! *bleah*

-hUiz.jace-

Dance Perf =)

2008-05-04T02:06:00.003+08:00

Today was a good day, other than i woke up at the wrong side of the bed, took only 1 ear ring outta the hse, couldnt find my wallet... Other than tat.. others was GREAT!!

Kinda hurt my heel during performance... *PAIN*PAIN* haiz.. but nvm =)

*upload the dance pics with the next perf =)*

[ it was a pleasent surprize and i was beaming from ear to ear ^-^ ]

[ while waiting for bby to come =) ]

The choco really lit my day up like... WOSh!~ ^-^

-hUiz.jace-

Sentosa 0809

2008-05-04T00:27:00.017+08:00

SENTOSA 0809~

It was labour day!!! so EEEC new freshies jio sentosa trip!!! it was FREAKING HOT!!!!
haha~~ i wasnt late!!!

We were all practically melting under e sun !!! *faints*

Lucky~ i brought sun-block for them and moisturiser~~!!

Let pics do the toking!!!

[ jun, da, jace,michie and fairli ]

[ the gals!!! ]

[The yr3s!!! haha~ terrence, are you jealous??? haha!!! ]

[ so typical!!! but NICE ]

[ posers!!! ]

[ aww... stacy and me!! ]

[jace and kai!!! ^-^ finally smile and take pics le ar ]

[ the ang mo didi!!! CUTES ]

[ i simply love the clear blue sky! ]

[ OMG, our guoxiong grew tall!!! ]

[ ARRRRRrr... andrew!! dun eat stacy!! ]

[ Yeah~ i am the queen~ ]

[ ready.... ]

[ JUMP ]

[ Mr CJ and Mr JJ ]

[Jace~ ]

Had an enjoyable despite the ' missing ipod ' incident~ Thanks every1 who helped!!! ^-^ especially YOU =)

-hUiz.jace-

Feeling low

2008-04-30T00:45:00.000+08:00

i am sorry =/

-hUiz.jace-

Updates!

2008-04-12T00:12:00.007+08:00

Updates!!!

Work is going great~ but still quite stressful and taking more time absorb.. haha!!

But i am glad i got bby!! ^_^

thanks for the sweetie strawberries!!

-hUiz.jace-

EEEC

2008-04-09T23:11:00.006+08:00

Here comes the annual EEEC Camp 0809!

This year, feeling really weird. As it is officially the last time i will ever be a fixed GL.
I cried really hard during song sess. Coz it really feels alot inside.. For 3 whole years, not easy.. And hard when you are the only gal.. i wan to share with my two gals... REally missed their presence in camp.. But OH WELL!

Come back to camp!! haha~ it;s been really fun really tiring and really tough! [ we all know why.. it is like BLOCKS of woods ] =X

And i know alot of fun ppl!! Elieen, qiqi, rochella, the didis and alot more! haha.. i will definetly make it for the next camp! ^-^

-hUiz.jace-

i am back!

2008-04-02T00:30:00.003+08:00

Okies! i am FINALLY back from EEEC FOC 08/09. That marks the end of my official club life and yes, i am a fresh grad!! haha.. although not as happy as i sounded i am... i know it is the end le~ 3yrs of club life aint easy but i must say it was all worth it. =D coz i know without it, i wouldnt have met the most impt person in my life now and of coz all the wonderful ppl! =)

Anyway, today was the first day of work at altron shipping. I feel really interesting and want to learn more!! wahahha~ getting all excited! i gotta be more careful in typo at least for nw.. lOLx.

Something i learnt 1 day before, so i used it now.

Having Fun Now or Having a Better Future.

I want a better future!

So i am gonna work super hard towards that goal!! hahah!

ANd yes! it is our 11th month =)
it's been great!! ^-^

*ps: will upload pics from camp asap! stay tuned!! ^-^

-hUiz.jace-

Enter #1773 Premire Night

2008-03-20T22:34:00.008+08:00

Hey peeps! Today's premiere show was great!!! Think every1 was pretty nervous! Feng's heartbeat was like RACING! wahahha... Anyway, no setting or dance related pics yet, coz i dun wanna spoil the show for ppl that are coming. haha!!

And... Thanks SEok!! She actually gave us each a thank you card and 50buck! [ outta her own pocket!! damn touched ] haha~ got extra $$ le~ YEAH!

Our Guest dancer! Verity from aust. and QiRui from China!

[ Jace and Verity ]

[ Jace, Qi, JoJO {we Look tired! } ]

[ Jace and Elaine! She teaches me sign-language! ]

[taken by me! nice ? haha~ ]

featuring Viv, Liz and Verity

It was great hearing his voice over the phone in the morning.. Felt so sweet!
Anyway, munmun is always with me! i even bring it out everday! wahhaa. Cant wait till Sunday ^-^

-hUiz.jace-

Sorry Peeps

2008-03-19T00:20:00.005+08:00

OKies, I am missing him already. Bby boarded the 9pm flight to Gold Coast with Rafi [ his BFF ] for a 5days trip! Awww... should have gone with him!! but.. well.. have too many things on hand tot.. haha! His parents are really nice, sent me to my dance production place for the airport~ *sweet*

Anyway, sorry peeps. I didnt really meant to leave you guys at lurch.. But my dance really
need my help for this coming production.. So forgive me k ? =)

So reached black box at ard going 930pm and all the way till 11pm. Just reached home not long ago while blogging this.. Gotta be at there at 9am in the morning. Will update soon!! Cheers~

Some pics taken by me @theblackbox, Enter #1773 production
http://dancehorizon.com/1773.htm [ for more information~ ]

That's for now peeps! And it just doesnt seems well without you with me.. =/

-hUiz.jace-

Happy!

2008-03-16T23:35:00.006+08:00

Thank Goodness!! My darling lappy is back in my arms once again! Till now, then i realized that without it.. i am so empty.. LOLx.

Oh ya, thats the difference between brands. With my lappy crashed and its warranty up, i need to get it repaired. The company of my lappy quoted around 338bucks for a replacement of my 80gb hard disk drive and labour fee. It was quite costly.. so i source for cheaper alternative...

AND i found OUTBOX RESOURCE!!
www.outbox.com.sg

They upgraded by hard disk drive to 120gb, backup my datas and labour fee only cost a freaking 158bucks!! Seriously. Check it out when your computer is faulty and also outta warranty, they provide really good service and price! ^-^

-hUiz.jace-

Just Him

2008-03-11T00:43:00.004+08:00

Today is one of the MOST wonderful day i had in my entire life.

Nothing could i have asked more from. As i have you with me.

I felt extreme on both ends in straight two days. Extreme sadness and extreme happiness.

Yesterday, I believe after what we gone through , makes our relationship stronger. It let us both understand and know that how important we are are to one another. And nothing, can bring us apart.

I am now even more sure that you are the one for me.. And that no one else can replace. Period. I will not be who i am now without you. I will not be well without you. I cannot do without you.

Although people say, Life goes on on matter what, but i know life will never be the same if you werent by my side.

For that i am thankful and i count my blessings everday. I am very contented =)

Today, i had my happiest moments, i love it when u stick to me, cuddle me and never wanna let go of me. Smiled as you are by my side.. Telling me, words cant describe how glad you feel towards me, that i am by your side. Today, i am the happiest girl.

Finally, we crossed and made it through, and we are all well.

Now i know, how and what happiness is all about. It is all about and becoz of you =)

Anyway~ The Leap Year was great! ^-^

[ the big candy floss sikai, desheng and me shared! =D IT SHOW on sunday! ]

-hUiz.jace-

Girls Outing 2!

2008-03-08T00:46:00.021+08:00

Today went out with the adorable girls! [ absentees: sarah! ]

But first~ i went to IT show and pass bby's honey lemon and cookies!! hehex, then went over to stacy hse to slack! Kelian Jialing to wait for us! haha

Pray Pray at temple for safety and blessing for up coming camp afterwhich we had lunch at Long John then headed off to suntec!

Played BBall in the arcade and... okies, i TOTALLY sux at it!! But the best is still Cyth... 405 point!!! OMG! damn good okies! Jialing n shumin wasnt bad either!! haha..

Neoprints!!

The Gui Lians!!!

Then We went to look for the guys in It show, wahahah!!! Jialing and shumin made Cyth and i ran for LIFE!! Coz they were practically shout mr T's name... wahahah!!

Anyway, thanks Cyth and mr T whom waiting with me outside the conven. centre =D
[ and yes, u guys are agressive! ]

Glad that you love the drink and cookies, bby!!! =D

-hUiz.jace-

Cookies day!

2008-03-07T03:13:00.003+08:00

Just finished baking the cookies for my bby! hope he likes the cookies with honey lemon drink =)

* YES, i made some for my adorable girls too! =D*

it is like 3:15am in the morning.. and i so needa go sleep nw.. Yawnsss

-hUiz.jace-

Shit you, people.

2008-03-06T00:16:00.003+08:00

*I didnt name any1 or specify anything, so DONT ASSUME and not in a really good mood*
*Just an entry to let some air out*

I always think, before you qns people or defend for anyone else, YOU gotta think if you sure that you arent doing the exact same thing. I didnt voice doesnt mean the other party is totally right. Didnt mention, is because i forgive and forget. DO you guys ? NOPE. You People freaking hell petty and narrow-minded [ didnt say i was totaly right either ] that hold on to grudges FOREVER! Ask before you qns. Or you can rot in hell. WHO seriously care about those shits anymore ? I dont, No one else does. His name isnt even fit to be coming outta my mouth. Defend yourself/himself in anyway. I believe people have eyes to see, and make a fair judgement. Real Friends Doesnt Judge, They Help.

Give up. then shut up and stay away. I never say that i was perfect and i jolly well know where went wrong. At least i always try, but do you ? i seriously doubt so. If you were to be that great, will people be commenting ? NO. So what else you have to defend ? If people will to change so easily, then we arent HUMANs anymore. Just mere computers that are programmable in any ways.

Next, Are you guys PRINCE or what. Pampered and spoilt. Whine at every single hardship or simple chore. ASK yourself, have you REALLY done anything WORTH people to be repected for ? If not, in what stand do you have to ask people for respect ? EARN it! [ although i dont really have people respecting either, but i can be SURE that i am alway contributing ] For goodness sake, if that little "raise of voice" can hurt your pride and face so much, i believe me, i WOULDNT leave any bit of face for you if you step that toe outta line. It seriously doesnt matters to me anymore! Face, if that was so important, then everything people did and build for us in the past comes to dust.And that is the last thing i wanna see.
USe your brains for once and THINK. Bloody hell.

Lastly, we can never make everyone happy . But i dore those that really understood and make my stay enjoyable. My adorable girls, they are really really so twweet [ sweet ] =)

当你们在我们的立场时，你们就会明白的。

Thanks mr dua pao, although you maybe just cheering me, but i thank you from the bottom of my heart. For the first time, some1 commented like that about me. For the very first time after this long. Cheers~ =D

Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,
Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,
Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,Ihateyou,

i dont really hate, just needa vent some anger air out... haha.
First time, i feel so anger about these shits.

-hUiz.jace-

Happy

2008-03-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

So happy today.

He came down to have dinner with me.

As i said i have no cravings for food,

and maybe his presence can make me feel better.

He always know when i feel weak,

when i need him to be with me.

I cannot do without him =)

-hUiz.jace-

Just simply Love You

2008-03-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

Happy 10th Month!! ^-^

You Know...

All i want is...

to just hold you close..

to hear your voice..

to see your face..

All i want is just you, wahahahha =)

Coz i just simply love you so much!

Love Lots from me to you! =D

-hUiz.jace-

2008-02-26T14:07:00.003+08:00

okies, i am like here typing this post while my fellow clubmates are slogging their time in club for F.O preparation.. haiz.. thought the fever might subside after some pills and sleep.. but, Oh well..

it must be the few late nights that ignited the illness.. so PLEASE, people, slp earlier!! Aint fun being sick and still worries for the things undone.. haha! i am a work-freak! haha~ Okies, update later. =D

-hUiz.jace

Random

2008-02-22T00:52:00.004+08:00

Edited*
as from today, no more emo-ing! =D

It is always wonderful to have him beside me, like always, the feelings is getting stronger with each passing day. =)

Loves,
-hUiz.jace-

Just me

2008-02-21T00:02:00.001+08:00

Maybe it is just still me..

Maybe still not there yet..

Maybe...

-huiz.jace-

My Love Confession

2008-02-20T00:38:00.003+08:00

After watching P.S I Love You. i had this "sudden" [ not exactly, coz i always felt this way ] rush of feelings for bby, that i am so grateful that i am the one he chose to be with and let me love him as much as i want to.

I so wanna tell him that i really really love him and never wanna let him go...

I so wanna tell him that he is the one i want to be with and be my last man.

I so wanna tell him that we can and able to walk this path down as long as it goes and with hands holding on..

i know you will read this, bby. i love you =)

-hUiz.jace-

Valentine's day!

2008-02-15T01:26:00.007+08:00

Had a GREAT vdae today!!! Think we both ENJOYED! ^-^ [ you know =) ] and... i LOVE the card and Mr dino!!! SO CUTE okies!!! [ mr kenny, that dino is MINE! dun snatch k.. haha ]
SO MUCH effort in the card and in search for that mr dino... thanks bby!!! ^-^

WE went to Wakashu [ or something like that ] @ the central.. the food was pretty okies and i really like that Umeshu Soda!! it make me feel so comfy and smooth.. unlike volka etc.. it actually makes me feel uncomfy and grouchy k... This Umeshu is SO smooth and nice~ ^-^

[ the smooth drink ]

[Mr dino and mE ]

[ the LOVELY vdae card!! ]

hehe, Hope everyone enjoyed their vdae.. especially my two other gal [ ms manda and ms patty ] ^-^ cheers!!!

Thanks bby... i enjoyed myself and YES. Everyday is like vdae to me ^-^
*hugs+muacks*

-hUiz.jace-

Finally back!

2008-02-14T00:14:00.007+08:00

hEy hey~~~ Hows New Year??? Lappy died on me again.. so didnt update for sometime.. hehex

Oh well, i quite enjoyed myself with my family, cousins, frens and bby! hehex.. Went to grandma hse on Chu 1 and movie-ing with bro, bro's gf [ jacinta ], shuyee, yisheng, matt and bby! Watch CJ7! it was SO touching that i cried.. i really think that small girl acted really good! hehex

[ bby was so cute when he bai nian with my grandma and parents.. hehe ]

Then Chu 3 went to cherwei's hse with amanda [ amanda's turn to stress!! wahahha ] of coz with patty and jiawen, bby and me! Okies. Cherwei's hse is HUGE! haha~ got balcony here and there de... lOlx but hor.. the bed go change la!! wahahah... =P Eat steamboat till very very full!! hehex~

After which, went to bby's hse [ okies, my turn to stress! ] then of coz bai nian with the parents.. wahha.. then we drank the white wine [ amanda bought for cw's parents ], sushi [ bby's aunt made it ] and the ba gua!! Cw just eat and eat and eat k!!! wahahha.. if stares can kill.. think amanda already killed him... LOLX!

We played the game call '99' and only like the four of us played [ jw, patty, bby and me ] LOL! it was really fun k! next time should pass the game down... wahahah~ And then we entertained bby's cousin, marcus, by playing PS2 with him.. Patty and me was like having heart spams... coz it was REALLY exciting worx!! wahahaz.. we practically scream and yelled whenever we die.. wahahah!!!

Seriously i enjoyed!!! wahahah
P.s amanda!!! never wish you guys coz i always have you all with me ma~ lOLx!!! no bias worx! wahahaha!!! so when is the next outing?? Cant wait!! hehe ^-^

Today is Chu7 so as usual, we needa perform at the banquet~ Everything was pretty okies and we took lotsa pics too~ it will be on facebook so check it out there~ hehex.

Bby came to pick me up at convention centre and we went to our ' lao di fang'

V'day present!
Anyway, it is Germany designer watch [ about 400++ for both watches ] =X

[Ta-da! ]

[ Us wearing it! ]

BBY!! *hearts* =D

-hUiz.jace-

Happy Chinese New Year!

2008-02-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!

First post of the New Chinese NEW year~ wooooHHhhhhooooo!!

Wish my parents great health and business

Wish my siblings best wishes and dreams come true

Wish my bestie san happy always.

Wish my bby and i stay as happy as ever.

梁静茹 - 每天第一件事
你送的灯箱　在床头放了星星
让我每一个梦　都闪耀着暖意
在捷运里　一通贴心的简讯
赶走了　我的蓝色星期一

你翻杂志　费心挑选的餐厅
不管它好不好吃　我都笑得满意
我打了一年　还没送你的毛衣
你介不介意　我改打围巾

每天张开眼睛第一件事就是想你
空气有草莓的香气
每天幻想柳橙色的未来盖在草地
让我们发明最美的约定

你的周围　太多事要你烦心
就算我帮不了忙　至少让你放心
我努力克服　容易害羞的毛病
敢和你　抢着先说我爱你

每天张开眼睛第一件事就是想你
空气有草莓的香气
每天幻想柳橙色的未来盖在草地
让我们发明最美的约定

每天分手回家第一件事就是复习
快乐和感动几比几每天都是因为你而看见风和日丽
你为我发明最美的天气好像新鲜果汁　
纯粹的透明你在我马奇朵上　
画上了一颗心你是我今天　
醒来第一个原因
这一次　先听我说我爱你
这一次　先听我说我爱你

[ bby~ you know i meant everything i said ^-^ ]

Loves~

-hUiz.jace-

Lost

2008-02-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

First time i feel so lost and low moral...

think i haben gotten outta that exam period mood...

i think i need to unwind...

i think i need a brk from everything...

i think i am gonna brk down soon...

Dance have become a pressure than passion

Dance have become a persistant than initiative

Dance have become a torture than happy

For the first time in my life i felt so negative about dancing, it was all my life was about.. But suddenly it just felt like.. Why am i still persisting about when i know i am just trying to grab hold of flowing water... Why am i still making myself so unhappy when ppl around me tells me, " You should just let go "

Other than the above,

the only thing that actually made me smiled today was bby's photo and san's concern =)

-hUiz.jace-

Left or Right ?

2008-01-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

heyhey~~
Today went to jonathan's place to study~ With andi,qunhan and jiaojiao and it was. FAR. Lolz~ Went all the way to Yishun to meet andi and jiaojiao, bought lunch then jonathan pick us up with his REALLY old old Merc. [ but it was a nice ride la ]

BUT today was quite effective studying la, clear most of my doubts~ hehex

And mr jonathan keep feeding us with FOOD [ omg! ] fries, wu2 xiang1 and famous amos biscuits!!! haha!!

ANd tml studying with mr jz, mr hw and mr eric at vivo~

Present to you... Bolster without COtton!!! Lolx.. Jonathan's beloved! [ he cant leave it out of touch/sight ]

[ jonathan's and mine effort, makeover for qun han ]

[before]

[After]

[ Cool bo?? ]

[ thanks qunhan for taking when the three of us [ or rather me ] is cracking our brain ]

[jonathan the vampire!!! ]

Haha~ Fruitful day!!! ^-^

Destress-er of the Day:

Which side is the bus going?? Left or Right ??

GUESS!! No peeking~~

Cant make up your mind??

90% of pre-schooler in Aus. give this answer

teacher: which way do you think the bus is going ?

pre-schoolers: Right side ?

teacher: why ??

pre-schoolers: Cause you cant see the door to get on the bus

Got ya ? haha!

With ya " Hope ya doing good these days.. missya! "

Everything feels great and mood takes a sudden change to summer!! ^_^

Loves bby!!

-hUiz.jace-

My NEW hair~

2008-01-28T01:41:00.000+08:00

WWWWWheeeeewwwww~~~ The pics are HERE!

haha! Oh well.. i think i look QUITE auntie or mature or old [ in any aged-verbs you may describe ] haha.. but i REALLY like my hair and the way it is~ haha but gotta spray those activator spray to reviate the bouncy and curly-ness.. yiiipppy!!! i LOVE it! =)

[ can you see the curls ? hehe ]

[ okies, i look weird, just gotten outta bed ]

Come on!!! Last week to END of school!!! wooot~ but well, starting school at SIM [ UOL ] during august~ haha.. Banking and Finance... Can i can i ? i can do it!!!

principle of accounts...
maths [ jc ]
econs [jc ]
etc..
etc..

Nv think that i would take it up.. but well.. gonna put my best into it! lalala~~
[janice wee~~ i need your help k ? wahahah!! i will haunt you everyday to teach me when i am lost! haha! ]

Lastly..

Bby! it felt like WEEKS since i saw you [ although it was like 3days ago =X ]
you know whenever i said i dont miss you.. i miss you DOUBLE =)
*loves+hugs*

Quote for the Day:

At the Moment of a Kiss,

there's a rich exchange of

postural, physical and chemistry information.

-Gordan Gallup, psychologist, state university of New York

-hUiz.jace-

Why are Men Happier?

2008-01-26T01:17:00.001+08:00

Okies~ i offically CURLed my forever-stubbon-straight-hair that rejects temp curls in half an hour to an hour to gonna-last-for-at-least-3mths digital fashion perm.

wahahah!! okies, no pics... coz i think i still look weird! gonna wait till it is seasoned and after i tidy up the curls~ hehex

Told bby abt it and he wanted me to mail him pics~ but i refused!! haha.. so it kinda itched bby's super curious heart.. and he came down like in a buzz! haha.. *loves*

kkss...

Anyway, mr yeo! we taking same course k.. u better help me thru the researched materials! *thanks a million, coz i am REALLY clueless*

Destress-er for the Day:

[ ladies, it's just for laugh.. but only 1/2 true for me =) ]

WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED:

Men Are Just Happier People--

What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time.

Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.

Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough. You almost never have strap problems in public. You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes. Everything on your face stays its original color. The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.
You only have to shave your face and neck.

You can play with toys all your life. One wallet and one pair of shoes
-- one color for all seasons. You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look. You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife. You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.

You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes.

No wonder men are happier.

Ha-ha

[yes paddie ma, i miss you too.. i missed everyone at dance.. but the tot of goin back just.. kinda... wahaha! i'ill be back on the 3rd feb babes!!! ]

-hUiz.jace-

1 Down 2 Left! =D

2008-01-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

YEAh!!! ENd of my first paper!!! WOoohhhoOOoooo!!!

BUT, today's paper was really really sux!! Asking all the LJ [ according to all the guy's first two letters when they came out ] qns that is totally "useless" *faint*

well... did all i could! haha~

Saw fishcake today!!! so happy!!! fishcake is happy to see fisball too!!! wheeewweee!

he so SHUAI! so CUTE~~~ SO.. SO..SO...*Muacks and HUgs* =D

THANKS like a MILLION to Mr andi for teaching me the dig comm qns!!! haha.. Although i am slow, retard and stupid.. he took all the time and slowly explain to me~ hehex! i STILL need you help..Badly. wahaha

Seriously.. i have VERRRRyy good classmates and classmate's frens.. And they always lend a helping hand when i need help.. damn touched okies!

Mr Tong, Mr andi, Mr Brandon,Mr QunHan, Mr Joel, Mr Jonathan, Mr Eric, Mr Hanwei, Mr Swee.

Destress-er for the Day
*no Offences*

and...

the chit-chat with san dearest was the BIGGEST destress-er for the day [ for me! ]
lovess~

-huiz.jace-

Mugging3

2008-01-23T02:04:00.000+08:00

Another Day of Mugging at my fav. West Coast Park Mac!! cheerios~ Enjoy the beautiful sight and study~

My dearest ipod to accompany throughout the whole day!

Destress-er of the Day:

This table is sold on ebay,

how can you tell it is sold by a man ??

Guess~

LOOK in the MIRROR!!

[click for bigger image]

[ dont faint or puke]

haha!! Wear clothes before taking pictures!!

Cheerios

-hUiz.jace-

Mugging2

2008-01-22T00:45:00.000+08:00

Another Session of Mugging at West Coast Mac -.-

[ i like studying alone means hardworking.. LOLx ]

But today only study from 7pm+ to 10pm+ then went to uncle's Aitakeway to eat dinner and help out in serving the food and stuff... i think i should blog abt his shop after exam.. Coz the food is REALLY nice! =D

Destress-er of the Day

*This poem was nominated by UN as the best poem of 2006, Written by anAfrican Kid** *

When I born, I black

When I grow up, I black

When I go in Sun, I black

When I scared, I black

When I sick, I black

And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow

When you born, you pink

When you grow up, you white

When you go in sun, you red

When you cold, you blue

When you scared, you yellow

When you sick, you green

And when you die, you gray

And you calling me colored??

Interesting right ?

Off studying again.. i hate exams..

-hUiz.jace-