Constant in Life

There was once, i posted something about Constant in Life..

Thinking that there will be a time, where my life will be in a constant.

No more huge ups and downs..

Just peaceful and calm..

Now..

I have to lower my head and admit..

There is no such thing a constant in life.

Nothing is constant...

My dream constant of happiness and smiles will never come true..

There will always be a glitch and i don't know how to get rid of it..

It is sapping up my soul & taking away my smiles...

Can someone cure me and remove my crazy thoughts and actions...

Or i have to pay of it...

Ciaos..

Why again

Why do you have to make me feel this way?

Keep asking me not to worry, dont have to worry...

But the things you say makes me do.

It's all about paper with value -.-

I hate it... but what can i say?

But that few thousand... is it really gonna kill?

Heck it..

Cheers

Pissed

What the hell.

Does words have to be so sharp & rude?

Fu*king say it like that to me.

I merely ask did he do anything to my laptop as i am unable to open my facebook at all.

He slap me with words " Do what? saying mine sux, yours sux"

What the hell.

F*cking pissed off.

We are husband and wife, shouldnt we not talk to each other with rude words and abusive tone?

shouldnt it be like kind words, paitence and loving?

FUCK off.

Why?

Almost exactly 1year and 2months ( maybe more) since i wrote here.

I cannot breathe and i feel that i am losing myself, the way i really am.

Should it be this way?

I dont know.

But i love baby.

=)

Jace

Goodbye!

Jace have MOVED.

Kindly Nudge, Text or Call for new blog add (if you are still interested to read on =) )
I Moved On. Too Many Things, Too Many difference and the purpose of Strawberries, Honey and Bees no longer exist. Although through much struggle to abandon or not, i think i have to. No matter wat.

Anyway, hope to see ya guys at my nice new one!

with lotsa love, hUiz.jace.

Freaking Blogspot

Okies!

There is definetly something really really WRONG with my computer for watever!
i havent been able to upload a single picture ever since my last entry!

What the hell is going on man..

(Gonna consult Vis, the hotel IT person, tomorrow)

Had enough of all the crap.

Haha.

Anyway, nothing much going on, still missing my san since she got back, only saw her ONCE.
Hope her celebration for her boy went smooth.

Times are really bad man.Everywhere is termination of job, pay cut, clear leave.
Thank goodness my dept is still revenue generating dept, so not affect YET ( doesnt meant that it will never)

All and all, i think i really love my dept alot. WAY better than anywhere else i know i gonna be.
Florence(My manager) said she gonna put july and me to train at Front office maybe from next month onwards. haha! It gonna be face to face with guest. Gonna learn everything from scratch.

BUT i will like it! Coz it means meeting guest! haha.

Enough of work.

Second on hand,
V'dae coming and i have NO idea how am i spending it.. coz.. i... got.. WORK! -.-
Okies, it really dont matter.

By the way, i am really bliss now.

-hUiz.jace-

Chu 1 CNY first day!

It's Chinese New Year!!!

The feeling of it is getting bland.. why?
Coz most of my cousins,uncles and aunties are all overseas..
Japan,UK,Perth,States,New Zealand,

Dearest Yisheng, i miss you so so much..
New Year is bland without "HEY YISHENG! happy new year! "

haha! Anyway, we had fun too! I won $$ from mj, so treated every1 icecream!














More to come! ^0^

Thank you for everything!

-hUiz.jace-