salute!!! =)

-hUiz.jace-

Hanging by a thread..
feeling so suffocated and heavy
seems like every single second is a torture to me
Not having my both legs on the floor..
Floating to eternity...








-hUiz.jace-

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choos e to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow.




Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.



Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.



If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love.


There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love.

-hUiz.jace-

Is it always like this ?

hmmm...

Have u ever realize if things were different ?

Have u ever find out that u may have nv leave?

Have u ever feeling like u have nv let go before?

Have u ever think that he/she might just be the one?




Every relationship is always different and bring different feelings... First love is always the nicest and yet the worst of ur life...

It is when he/she gives u, u first taste of wat love is like. You will then learn how to love n to be loved. But first love is nv happy ending [ most of cases], coz you will then realised wat u really wan, wat are ur expections. It is then the pain, sorrow, arguements and tears will come pouring in.


It is when you realized that when First love ended, and u look back and see how childish n foolish we once were. All the things done n said, it would have been all pretty and nice if we were much more mature n serious.


Have u ever receive a msg and feel ur heartbeat thump real hard?

Have u ever need to breathe in deeply whenever u tot abt a person?

Have u ever smile by just recalling?

Have u ever just get agitated by tinking abt the things that person do?


It is only thru experiance then u fall and learn. You nv know. You might just bang on to one another again. It is then your path will be entwine together again. It is probably then, then things might just bloom or continue with wat you left off.


Love is something no one can explain n control. You might convince urself that you have gotten over it. But somehow, u are just running away from it. Eventually it will still come back to you.
Never end a relationship harshly, coz u nv know. He/she might be the one, just that the time is not right for the path to be together yet. Believe in urself and trust that in the future that some1 might just be in ur life again. If you are meant for one another, that feeling will always be there no matter wat happens and no matter how many other relationship you had. As it is that particular feeling that will alway be there...


Feelings are things with impact and affect things that u do. So, are u having some1 in ur mind while reading ? maybe that is the some1.



-hUiz.jace-

hmmm...

haiz... wat a big misunderstanding... but well.. i wun take it to heart coz it wasnt like wat she think la... haha... maybe tere is always a point in time where every1 have to go through things like that... i went thru my fair share then i slowly understand why.... wat senior say is actually thinking at a much more higher view than wat we see... [ although they are NOT always rite also ] thus i am just sian coz ppl always to have misconception of me.... especially..... =) well... i am very well aware of myself... if i really dun like that person or i dun wanna help... i wunt force myself to put on a smile n do it... ppl who know me well knows... coz if i dun wanna do it... my face will be black like shit n grumble gurmble non-stop.. [ i know not good~ will change ] hahaz... so... Dui De Ji Zi Ji Jiu Hao~ thankz guys... for knowing and understand that i aint sucha person.... thanks for believing n trusting... [ coz u guys were tere too ma... haha ]

amanda
pat
hey... thankz gals... for everything~ =)


-hUiz.jace-

Just a mix of pics~

Just a mix of picturez~ =)




[ Chengy and me! ]



[ mr tingfeng n mE -> thanks ]

[ the two pros, in my batch~ wahaha ]

[ look at the hat ! so funnie~~~ ]

[ dunno how take de sia... haha ]

[ mr shaggy and me~ ]

Ruixiang n mE!

[ thanks for being with me all the while ]

-hUiz.jace-

wat a week

hate myself...

bossy
arrogant
untrustable
brainless

wat's left of me ?

wat's good in me ?

wat have become of me.....

am i so hopeless ?

wat have i become ?

wat went wrong ?

how did i become like that ?

am i just so hopeless ?

i want to get better ?

i want to think no more.

i want and have to get better!

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who you think you are ? you are nothing but a selfish person! what have ppl done to deserve all that ? so do i have to do wat ever that u sae ? not even ppl will even care . Pls be considerate of wat u sae and wat u do! Or... nvm....



[ DANCE was the best i ever LOVE doing, thatmake the place and things i LOVE the most so unbearable for me to stay...]





[ you guys are all dearest ones no matter wat, i know there is alot of probs and i promise i will nv give up . =)]

[ Thanks, coz only frenz who really care will tell you honestly, at least ppl who cares will be bothered to tell you where u went wrong . ]


-hUiz.jace-