emo-ing

Just didnt felt quite like myself these days...



nothing really seems to interest me anymore...



dragging only makes things worse...



and the momentum will be lost in times to come...



-Felt like suffocating

cant breath through anywhere

gasping for air and gripping on hopes

Only to wish for

a breathing space

With thoughts of u slipping way

teared my breathe apart

found it so hard to breath

so hard to listen

so hard to think

i guess..

this time round..

what i really need...

is just

u-











-hUiz.Jace-

lalalala

[ Jace and her beloved hedgehog~ =D ]

[ chao ken-ing in office toliet on one of the days... hehex.. it only took 5mins~ ]

[ Me and Annie~ ]

wahaha....

erm.. had alot of food ~!!!

awww... he look so sad...coz he know he gonna finish all the food by himself!! wahaha...

Oh ya.. i make new specs.... maybe i can post it soon!~ hahaz... anyway... first day of sch is slackish...second is even much more slackiesh... OMG.... canot cannot... i need to be motivated... but my timetable look so empty~ hahaz..

-hUiz.jace

pics from photoshoot~

wootssss~~ here are the pics... [ actually only one.. =X]

[ Hola and me!~]

[ me ]

[ Hola ]

cheers~! =)

awesome day~

wooooottttttt~~~~~

iLovemyLife.
iLovemyMyself.
iLoveYou.



HAd a real early morning for the motorola webby video shoot~ haha.. it was my first... and i hope it wouldnt be the last! hahaz...

love Hola~ she is jsut fabulous, thank god that she is tere~ haha.. she shoved just so good that the director was yelling "Great take"

love Mike~ he is just a great 'boyfriend' with, Mike: Honey, wat else u wanna buy ? Jace: Ohhh i wanna get shoes! Mike: But Honey, can i get a hair cut ? Jace: *laugh* "


love Mage, he is just a super hunk just right for a officer! and he just keep trying to make me smile thru the van!! argh!!



They are all fabulous~ Had a great time coz.. it make me think of chengy, shu and chervin... i wanna fly to perth n kiss them all!!! hahaz.. post pics if i could.. cheers~





Finally, today is a last day of a 2-mth attachement program... LOVe all the peepx here!!!



Ah meng, ah teck, ah teng, victorlim, shannon, kin,merelyn,angmingguan,lok-san,lester etc~ and of coz ANNIE CHEAH~ hahaz... they all made my stay so comfortable, fun, stressless, and never let my day pass without a single smile or laughter!~ GOnna MISS ALL of U!!!! cheers~


Cant say i am extremely happy, but i am sure glad i am gonna be back to sch!!~~ NOW, i finally realised how great school life can be. You can pig all u wan, eat all u wan, slp all u wan.... EVERYThing~ [ just as long as u study hard as well of coz] SO i have decided... i shall enjoy my last remaining FINAL year of my sch life to the FULLEST! and of coz study hard enough to get myself somewhere in NTU... hahaz!

-camp-

5th-8th april

This year's FO camp is just as great~ i am still surprized that i can still 'talk'.. hahaz.. USed to lose my voice just the first day and i will be mute for the rest of the 3days! hahaz.... well i think this new batch... DUN like me! hahaz.. jk jk... coz i help them play games n stuff ma ... i think i am on of the dirtest female GL i guess.. coz.. i have


1) half the calf into the MUD and feet and slipper are all mud contaminated [ haha]

2) my whole body SOAK with water and soap and sand and seawater [ coz she cant play]

3) being BOMB by water bomb, and yes, it hurts. [coz they wanna bomb ]

4) slide down the slope [coz they request]

5) Got elbowed in the facee. [he did it accidently]



i think i am sUAY too! or i am jsut too short, being elbowed in the face is bad enough... [ coz it is still hurting till like 4days ago ], i got 'smack' by the joker flag pole countless times... and i mean COUNTLESS... hahaz! but i had so much fun... cant 'wait' till the next comes... cheers~!


Loving her life, Loving herself, Loving You

-hUiz.jace-

Lost

it's just me..

totally lost..

cant feel a thing..

felt that everything just died off..

maybe what i can only do now..

is to just hold on..

it aches inside..

why..

coz i care..

If I could cut now,
I would have a million cuts.
One for each tear,
one for each pain and fear

If I could bleed now,
I would bleed a red sea.
So deep and thick,
full of my love,
my hate,
my pain,
my emotions locked away.

If I could die now,
I would die a thousand painful deaths.
Agonizing torment,
and I would be forced to smile through it all

If i could understand myself now,
i would cry.
Pouring down like a thunderstorm,
weeping with the suffering I can not bear..


but i am forced to smile and as thought nothing has happend..

why?
coz i care.

that's all i can do now..


-hUiz.jace-